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Just an update

Good evening all (one person that will read this), I hope this finds you well. If you know me then, since I can't keep my mouth shut about it, you know whats going on. If you're just tuning in lets chat. It's been some time since I caught Cheater McCheaterson with one of her paramours.

Lets take a look at the last few months and whats been going on. We've have had a few melt downs, made some new friends, progressed at work, regressed at work, gone shopping and even got a new tattoo. I've packed, shifted, over-slept, had quite a few sleepless nights, been to the movies, went on the 'Divorce' diet for a bit (ra-men brother ra-men). I guess I'm putting this out there as more of a thanks to whoever reads this.

I know how difficult I've been, thanks.

I now feel blessed, the outpouring by friends both new and old is amazing.

I finally feel like life is moving in a positive direction. Taking the opportunity to have a moment where I can look back and go over everything thats happened is interesting. Sometimes it feels like a few months, other times it only feels like weeks. Every day is different, but, getting better. The shock factor is over, the wool has been pulled form behind my eyes and the cotton from my ears. For whatever reason, I've been given an opportunity to, without fear, call the shots. The life I had laid out in front of me will never happen, I really lamented that, now i can't anymore. I'm back in the saddle, grabbing life by the nuts, doing the laundry, shopping for groceries and even learning to cook;).

A very good friend reminded me that everyone has problems, that they're problems aren't mine and my problems aren't their focus. He couldn't be more right.

Any 'bottom' provides one with the ability to 'get away' with poor behavior, poor reactions and poor decisions. My friends stepped up and provided me with the suggestions, and direction, to keep from making poor decisions; I am truly great full for all of you. You know who you are.

To my new Friends just tuning in, welcome, get ready for the ride. I'm an open canvas now and versus being all worried all the time, I'm ready to have fun. Lets Rock

Now, if someone will nicely remind me how poor my spelling and punctuation is .....

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Lets reacquaint ...

Good evening all (one person that will read this), I hope this finds you well. If you know me then, since I can't keep my mouth shut about it, you know whats going on. If you're just tuning in lets chat. It's been some time since I caught Cheater McCheaterson with one of her paramours.

Lets take a look at the last few months and whats been going on. We've have had a few melt downs, made some new friends, progressed at work, regressed at work, gone shopping and even got a new tattoo. I've packed, shifted, over-slept, had quite a few sleepless nights, been to the movies, went on the 'Divorce' diet for a bit (ra-men brother ra-men). I guess I'm putting this out there as more of a thanks to whoever reads this.

I know how difficult I've been, thanks.

I now feel blessed, the outpouring by friends both new and old is amazing.

I finally feel like life is moving in a positive direction. Taking the opportunity to have a moment where I can look back and go over everything thats happened is interesting. Sometimes it feels like a few months, other times it only feels like weeks. Every day is different, but, getting better. The shock factor is over, the wool has been pulled form behind my eyes and the cotton from my ears. For whatever reason, I've been given an opportunity to, without fear, call the shots. The life I had laid out in front of me will never happen, I really lamented that, now i can't anymore. I'm back in the saddle, grabbing life by the nuts, doing the laundry, shopping for groceries and even learning to cook;).

A very good friend reminded me that everyone has problems, that they're problems aren't mine and my problems aren't their focus. He couldn't be more right.

Any 'bottom' provides one with the ability to 'get away' with poor behavior, poor reactions and poor decisions. My friends stepped up and provided me with the suggestions, and direction, to keep from making poor decisions; I am truly great full for all of you. You know who you are.

To my new Friends just tuning in, welcome, get ready for the ride. I'm an open canvas now and versus being all worried all the time, I'm ready to have fun. Lets Rock

Now, if someone will nicely remind me how poor my spelling and punctuation is .....

#!/usr/bin/me